Creative Juice

Where will I find a creative juice
To provide energy and fuel to this
dizzy and tired brain?

Where will I find a variety of flavors
to satisfy my tireless enthusiasm,
to keep my boredom at bay?

Is it an institution, an external structure
to keep me on track- Is this what I need,
For the colors of life to attack?

Or will it just flow, these juices, oh so naturally
without the structure and qualms of yesterday?
And then suddenly, I will bear the fruit at some sudden chance...
And I will ask, Is today the lucky day?