I have overcome another hurdle
But it was only a hurdle in my mind.
A block.. NO!, more like a brickade.
I finally picked up the phone
To make a rather informal social call.
Well lets regress a moment.
Before that call, I sat at my desk
Pondering my plan. A little voice kept pushing me
"Get on out there again!"
So I persisted against the wall I built a year ago.
The voice continued to agonize "Should I email or call? Today or tommorow...or maybe in a few weeks?"
No I said to myself. This cannot wait, it has been too long.
Where is the carefree, happy, ultra friendly girl?
SO, I finally asked a stranger friend to hang out
I simply wrote "Would you like to have some tea with me?"
An email seemed a little less SCAREY.
It wasnt so bad afterall. I have always been a social busy bee
And finally my blocks came tumbling down...one after another renewed my spirit.
I am free.
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In the end, I've been there myself. The feelings birthed from the removal of a self-imposed cast around your heart could never be explained through words.
So, let me just say that I feel you. Trust me, I feel you.
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