Miss Me

Hi Friends and Family--

Check out the song I recorded and please forward along --
The more to listen the better...

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Kimberly Beaman Miss Me

Creative Juice

Where will I find a creative juice
To provide energy and fuel to this
dizzy and tired brain?

Where will I find a variety of flavors
to satisfy my tireless enthusiasm,
to keep my boredom at bay?

Is it an institution, an external structure
to keep me on track- Is this what I need,
For the colors of life to attack?

Or will it just flow, these juices, oh so naturally
without the structure and qualms of yesterday?
And then suddenly, I will bear the fruit at some sudden chance...
And I will ask, Is today the lucky day?

Almost

I almost gave you up today
Because I thought its one less thing
to do.
But in this doing, I find myself
Over and over again.
So I can't give you up today
And selfishly, I want you to stay,
Maybe until tommorow or next week.

I am almost gave you up today, dear blog.

My Blocks came Tumbling Down

I have overcome another hurdle
But it was only a hurdle in my mind.
A block.. NO!, more like a brickade.
I finally picked up the phone
To make a rather informal social call.

Well lets regress a moment.
Before that call, I sat at my desk
Pondering my plan. A little voice kept pushing me
"Get on out there again!"
So I persisted against the wall I built a year ago.
The voice continued to agonize "Should I email or call? Today or tommorow...or maybe in a few weeks?"
No I said to myself. This cannot wait, it has been too long.
Where is the carefree, happy, ultra friendly girl?
SO, I finally asked a stranger friend to hang out
I simply wrote "Would you like to have some tea with me?"
An email seemed a little less SCAREY.

It wasnt so bad afterall. I have always been a social busy bee
And finally my blocks came tumbling down...one after another renewed my spirit.
I am free.